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Natalie

Huang YanYing
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Thursday, March 31, 2005

Price increment for movie tickets

Sianz�the price of movie tix gonna increase�for all the local cinemas� 50cents and 1 bucks for weekdays and weekends respectively�which means the movie tix will range from $6.50 - $9.50�it cost a boom..sigh� still have no news yet�when this is gonna be effective�sigh�


_just me_
Thursday, March 31, 2005

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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Miss Congeniality 2

Miss Congeniality2

http://www2.warnerbros.com/misscongeniality2/
Yes�Miss Congeniality 2 is so damned funny�fantastic show�better then the 1st one�on 2000�hehe..haven seen Sandra Bullock on the big screen for quite awhile�its such a great show..makes me laugh till rolling�which is so cool�it really cheer me up a lot..yeah..lolz�couldn help but laugh�hahaha�actually I did that �sound� in the cinema�luckily everybody was engrossed and laughing along with the show�wahaha..Phew�if not sure kenna suan by someone�lolz� two thumbs up!!



_just me_
Wednesday, March 30, 2005

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I gonna build this bridge on my own�original creation and let it be known�No duplication that I can condone�constant elevation till I'm fully blown�! Im on my own now in my own world feeling free�Cant change the way Im with your insanity�Im a stay who I be cant nobody change me�got my soul to protect and support myself�yeah!!Im all by myself�plus Im the only one that noe what it's about�except afew others�I gotta stay calm to figure it out�It gonna relax, stop, shout�I stay cool�I don listen to wat ppl got to say...Yo I how to control myself�avoid or destroy�We born alone and die alone but I don strive alone�I blaze the trail and I ride it�

Im breakin it down like a mechanical conductant�Eruptin' volcanic lyrically meaning something�time to break forth, aint no goin' back now�movin' on for the better things that's my profile�!! Uproar uncontrollably make u say Oh no�creates so soul sonically makin' u bounce�Energetic created terror�Makin' moves, makin' moves Angry Foot is makin' moves�What? Im gonna correct ur ego�haha�Im gonna show you how it go�u need to�Stop now, get original�there is really nothin you can do�Im about to let you noe the deal on how I feel�wats the deal? wat's the thrill? I'd rather have my soul fulfilled�Silently personalities differ from what I try to be�watch me�im far from the fakes, i never fake moves�I�ll be fallin up�never fallin down�



_just me_
Wednesday, March 30, 2005

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I gonna build this bridge on my own�original creation and let it be known�No duplication that I can condone�constant elevation till I'm fully blown�! Im on my own now in my own world feeling free�Cant change the way Im with your insanity�Im a stay who I be cant nobody change me�got my soul to protect and support myself�yeah!!Im all by myself�plus Im the only one that noe what it's about�except afew others�I gotta stay calm to figure it out�It gonna relax, stop, shout�I stay cool�I don listen to wat ppl got to say...Yo I how to control myself�avoid or destroy�We born alone and die alone but I don strive alone�I blaze the trail and I ride it�

Im breakin it down like a mechanical conductant�Eruptin' volcanic lyrically meaning something�time to break forth, aint no goin' back now�movin' on for the better things that's my profile�!! Uproar uncontrollably make u say Oh no�creates so soul sonically makin' u bounce�Energetic created terror�Makin' moves, makin' moves Angry Foot is makin' moves�What? Im gonna correct ur ego�haha�Im gonna show you how it go�u need to�Stop now, get original�there is really nothin you can do�Im about to let you noe the deal on how I feel�wats the deal? wat's the thrill? I'd rather have my soul fulfilled�Silently personalities differ from what I try to be�watch me�im far from the fakes, i never fake moves�I�ll be fallin up�never fallin down�


_just me_
Wednesday, March 30, 2005

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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

I woke up this morning, noeing it had to end�that useless calling�don you noe it drives me round the bend...I'm tied up just let me loose, I just can't decide�Cuz i wanted someone to come along�Another day, another nite, is this going to be alright? I'm really wondering�If this is reality or just another day, another nite, I'm spending another day, I'm not thirsty but the rain keeps falling down on me like a blessing from above, and when you look into my eyes, Its like nobody else is there��yoz�

Jus comin� on through a terrible day, but I guess I've been doing fine, coz there is always someone to talk to or to turn to when I was feeling down�Just looking back on the pages of my life, turning through the good and the bad times, when I realize the fact that Im starting all over again. One day sittin back looking at old memories, thinkin bout those little things that you told me, but what if I wasn't jokin? Little things that worry me are about to end�If I knew that this was gonna happen, then I would have just said, the words 'foolish' and 'Leave me alone' and slam the door �You leave me laughing on the floor�coz I don't give it up, I don't give a damn what you say about that�you know I'm not gonna cry, about some stupid shit� Don try to tell me what to do, Don try to tell me what to say, I'm better off alone anyway�Don you know that I... I don't give a damn...


We used to be good friends�? Although good things come to an end, I never thought this day would come, tired of feeling too young, and all my dreams were left to talk about�It was my way, but it sure ain't ur way�I'm big,I moved,I shoulda told you�Im doin very fine�Im staying strong�.I'm awesome, everyone noe, coz I'M PUNK! I really am, hear me roar! God Im such a creep�Im having so much fun breaking up�Its getting kind of wicked�and there�s no need to weep�Its more like a relief - I cant stop laughing and Im thinking�am I just your worst freakin�nightmare girlfriend?

I am such a creep �I am such a creepy kind�Sorry but I do believe Im just that type of girl�I am such a creep �hahaI cant help it�God Im such a creep! The grass is turning green�the air is loosing weight - and the sun Is lighting up my bedroom�My smile is kinda mean�I feel like Im a dove with a gun�Don go knock on my door�Time is up�No more tears to dry� we're like so "bye-bye"�im totally unblue�I can see it's no mystery, it's so clear to me wat we had is all history�It's OK�I can sleep at nite�It will be alright and I can hear myself saying�im keeping my cool�I am better off�stronger than ever and I...Im shoutin it all out now�! Here comes the showdown! Yeah!

~ Summerangel thinks she�s outta of her mind�typing all these nonsense�wahahahaha ~


_just me_
Tuesday, March 29, 2005

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~ Summerangel �shouted� out loud..! ~

YOZ�love R.I.P �I won't take the way you're hurtin me�You gotta treat me with some dignity�I'm much stronger than you think you noe�Won't play your game this way� won't you tell me, tell me just what you're tryin to say�If you say that you're not good for me�You see no future in this unity�Hey baby, this has to be put to a stop �Leavin� all behind� won't you tell me, tell me�Why you messin with my mind�you cared bout the things I do? Bout the pain you put me through�? Bout the things I said? Bout the way I feel today..?

1, 2, 3... The other day you said, "Hello"� was I just there for show? The other day, we were okay�Why lead me on that way? Haven't you heard of give and take�Now you think you're in the clear�Well, let me ask you�will you realize your mistake�? The case is closed�I don't negotiate with love�You made your choice�I won't negotiate with love�
What is it you don't understand�? Could you turn down the track a little bit, please? Mmmmm... I'm thinking back in time�Startin' to realize�I could've done much more and better�I turn another page�To me its just a phase�A time when I've learned a thing or two�The case is closed�

~ Summerangel �chuckles� out loud..! ~

Is this masquerade finally over..? Can we put down the roles that we've played so many times�? Is this really the final curtain�the end of the play �? Or will we just dance this dance we've danced again and again and again�? There's no turning back baby, I walk away�with every step Im leavin��I walk away�determined this time you'll be sorry�I walk away�But if you ask me you know that I'd stay�If we put out the sun and stopped it from shining�hey we both noe, we still couldn't be anymore in the dark cos there's no flashlight�there's no insight�as hard as we try�we keep running round in circles�time after time, hello, goodbye�Yeah Im walkin� away���������������

It'll be O.K. with the next one�I always end up on a leash up�Yeah, I'm always stuck�Feel like getting up now�Make it understood, crazy�and it means getting down�I'm so tired and bored�I'm startin' up, Im wakin' up, I wanna feel the vibe�

I think im goin bonkers�.wat the hell�

~ Summerangel frowning again�with a huge sigh� ~


_just me_
Tuesday, March 29, 2005

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Monday, March 28, 2005

So many things were said & planned...these are all still undone...unfulfilled...but all were shattered into million..billion..zillion pieces...overnite...


_just me_
Monday, March 28, 2005

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In my skin�These wounds, they will not heal�Fear is how I fall�Confusing what is real�There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface�Consuming, confusing�This lack of self control I fear is never ending controlling�I can't seem To find myself again�My walls are closing in�Without a sense of confidence I�m convinced that there�s just too much pressure to take�I've felt this way before�So insecure�Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me�Distracting, reacting against my will�I stand beside my own reflection�It's haunting how I can't seem...to find myself again�������

Memories consume, like opening the wound�I'm picking me apart again�You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again�I don't want to be the one the battles always choose�coz inside I realize that I'm the one confused�I donno what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream�I donno why I instigate and say what I don't mean�I donno how I got this way�I know it's not alright�I'm breaking�Clutching my cure�I tightly lock the door�trying to catch my breath again�I hurt much more than anytime before�I had no options left again�I'll paint it on the walls�I'll never fight again�And this is how it ends�����I donno what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream�But now I have some clarity�To show you what I mean�im breaking away��


I cant hide no matter how hard I try�my secret disguise behind the lies�and at night cries away the pride�with eyes shut tight and starin at myself inside�nobody noe why I cant sleep at night�all I wants to do is get away of this hell�well all I got to do is stop kiddin myself�I can only fool myself for so long�im too weak to face me�I never know, just why I run, so far away�far away from myself� when it comes to how to live my life�I cant be told�not by anyone else except myself�so don try to tell me wat to do�u said u�ve got it all under control�I think u noe its not a problem u stuck with�but in reality it be a problem to just quit�? An addict that cant hold the rage�my pain is worse. I tried to slow down the problem I�ve got�but can get off the carousel until I make it stop����

I ordered a frappuccino�Where's my ****in frappuccino?? Alright, let's do this�When I pretend everything is what I want it to be�I look exactly like what you always wanted to see�When I pretend, I can't forget about the criminal I am�Stealing second after second just coz I know I can but I can't pretend this is the way it'll stay�I'm just trying to bend the truth�I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be, so I'm lying my way�But like, fifty-two cards when I'm, I'm through dealin�No�no turning back now�I wanna be pushed aside so let me go�Let me take back my life I'd rather be all alone�Anywhere on my own coz I can see�The very worst part of you is ME�This isn't what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would have you running from me�Like this�?

Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe�sometimes I�m in disbelief I donno�Don�t say whatever shit anymore�im not listening�give me myself back�Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself�I�m in disbelief�I donno���Somehow I need to be alone�I don want to be ignored�I don need one more day of wasting me away�I wan no apologies�make me feel like I am reel? Time lifts me up and down�time makes me sharp�Life is much to short to be intoxicated�Life is much to short to be a drag�Please treat me like I am a fallen angel�Sur - press me�You can't tell me this�Life is much to short to be a drag���

Im a little bit of loneliness�a little bit of disregard�a handful of complaints�But I can't help the fact that everyone can see these scars�I care wat u cared�I did wat I could�but it�s like I cant convince that they�re real�So I let go watching you�Face away and pretend that I'm not�I can't feel the way I did before�I won't be ignored�Time won't heal this damage anymore�I won't be ignored�Im a little bit insecure�a little unconfident�'Coz you don understand I do what I can�But sometimes I don't make sense�I won't be ignored�No! Hear me out now! You're gonna listen to me like it or not! Right now! Hear me out now! I won't be ignored...!!!!!!!!!




_just me_
Monday, March 28, 2005

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Sunday, March 27, 2005

What you see's not what you get With you there's just no measurement..No way to tell what's real from what isn't there...eyes they sparkle...That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain...washed away the best of me...don't care...I'm gone...In this world...There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight...Just a bridge that I gotta burn...If you think you can walk right through my door...That is just so you...Coming back...I'm already gone
Im shattered...Never open...Nothing matters...i was broken...That was me now...Always ending...Always over Back and forth, up and down like a rollercoaster....I am breaking
Today You know you did it...I'm gone.....
There is nothing you can say....Sorry doesn't cut it, babe....Take it and walk away' Cause I'm gone....Doesn't matter what you do.....It's what you did that's hurting..........All I needed was the truth Now I'm already gone I'm already gone Oh, I'm already gone, gone, gone, gone Already gone I'm gone...................................


_just me_
Sunday, March 27, 2005

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Saturday, March 26, 2005

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Zhang Na Ra's chinese album...curious wat will she sound like in her chinese debut album...? lolz�I�ve alrdy listen to it.. :) a couple of tracks she did was from her previous korean albums...which u might have heard b4...overall is ok lahz..don expect a korean gal to sing tat pro in chinese...pronunciation still can merely accept�but not tat bad lahz�the song which she had the best n clearest pronunciation is �Tian Mi Mi��a cover by Deng Li Jun�it�s a duet with a guy..donno who is him�don care anyway..btw...its also the theme song for "Beijing My Love"...her tv series which were shot in Beijing...work with the actress from china too...lolz�there�s a track sound like avril�s donno izzit another cover song? Haha�frenz if interested in her album or her series beijing my love msg me or msg my tagboard�geee�



_just me_
Saturday, March 26, 2005

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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Tired of this shit...sianz..


_just me_
Wednesday, March 23, 2005

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April Snow

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The filming set of the movie "April Snow," starring Bae Yong-joon, was opened to reporters for the first time in Samcheok, Gangwon Province. On that day, the usually serene village near a squid fishing port was crowded with over 350 journalists.The scene filmed in front of the reporters was the first date of the movie's main characters In-soo (played by Bae Yong-joon) and Seo-young (played by Son Ye-jin). It was an ordinary dating scene of a man and a woman enjoying the warm sunshine together. In the scene, the two characters realize for the first time that they have strong feelings for each other."I feel like I am learning acting from scratch. Although I am well familiar with director Heo's style, I never imagined it would be so different this time," said Bae. But he added that by the time the movie is finished shooting, his acting style will be much more similar with the director's work style. "It's a transformation in terms of acting rather than in terms of character," noted Bae.Apart from Bae, there is another reason high expectations are being placed on the movie: the lead actress Son Ye-jin, who is known to be very talented in melodramatic acting. Her character falls in love with Bae's character, and the two begin a complicated and entangled relationship. Since both actors are adept at melodramatic roles, their acting in the first filmed scene looked very real."April Snow" will open in September of this year.



_just me_
Wednesday, March 23, 2005

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Sunday, March 20, 2005

Fei ge so cool..god damn


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Sunday, March 20, 2005

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Saturday, March 19, 2005

Jus for laugh...!

Can You Beat This Logic?
A man and his wife were getting a divorce at a local court. But the Custody of their children posed a problem. The mother jumped to her feet and protested to the judge that since she had brought the children into this world, she should retain custody of them. The man also wanted custody of his children. The judge asked for his side of the story too. After a long moment of silence, the man rose from his chair and replied: "Judge, when I put a dollar into a vending machine, and a Pepsi comes out, does the Pepsi belong to me or to the machine?" Don't laugh, but the man won!


_just me_
Saturday, March 19, 2005

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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

wow...jus got back from Genting...went there for 3D2N...Fri - Mon...11/03/05 - 14/03/05 so fast over alrdy..pengz...haven been there for yrs...ard 5 yrs i think...the things there change quite alot...more shops..means more shopping...things there were cheap...especially the Billabong, RadioActive, B.U.M. equipment stuff...cause me to "wahh..cheap..grab" faint...ended up spend over budget... [-_-"]

And of cos the KTV!! wahhh..cheap till crazy...9RM per head for 2hrs, include 1 drink, min 4 person per room...sooo cheap..really wanna go in and sing till the fullest...but my excitment was shattered into pieces..cos they say.."don go lahz...we don sing 1...only u sing..later go liao nobody sing" pengz lorz...nobody go how i go...mus 4 per room sia..wasted...

the outdoor theme park v cheap...34rm whole day...u can enter and play till u rot...there's this coaster named Flying Coaster...v weird...cos its kinda like roller coaster but then we are supposed to settle in a "Spiderman" cabin..faint...body and face..facing down the ground machiem like batman flying..faint...then we'll fly all over plus 360 degree in the air...the ride is quite ok overall..but kinda v short lehz..i mean the time hanging and flying in the air...they do take pix for us while we were in it..but my face kenna cut off by the hand rail..but my bro's face fits perfectly...arrrhh..wasted..ended up we din buy the pix..sigh...

There are 3 casinos there but I only managed to get into the Casino!! wahaha...i went in for a look with my mum...i got through...and the guard din check on me...actually they suspect lahz..but maybe see my mum ard so they ban chance..lolz...things were so tempting when i look from the outside..but when i got in i wanna faint...so smoky which makes me wanna puke...saw alot of jackpot machines...i see ppl playing but i donno wat they playing...of cos the blackjack...alot of things...but not interested..only go see see..cos never went in before..haha...
Sianz..when i try to go in again..i kenna caught...they asked for my IC...pengz...no chance to chan guan the other casino le...wasted..hahaha...

the phones outside the lobby lift v lao ya...i tried to call back Spore but there is only 2 lines i k call..Guess wat? the Police and ambulance hotline...der...

3 days there were so relax...my mind jus went wild..i don have to thing of anything...jus play and enjoy myself..yes...shiok..hahaha...everyday play eat shop...till i feel like a pig...i ate too much...so much till i don feel like eating anything now...i had put on 1 kg...sigh...

i'll upload some pix i took here another time...wanna tour again...hopefully asap...heee...


_just me_
Tuesday, March 15, 2005

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Thursday, March 03, 2005


Color Test Posted by Hello

Do u have color blind...? Can u tell me wat u see in the pix..?


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Thursday, March 03, 2005

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Illegal Motor Posted by Hello


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Thursday, March 03, 2005

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Droplets Posted by Hello


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Thursday, March 03, 2005

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Hold my hand Posted by Hello


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Thursday, March 03, 2005

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Friends Posted by Hello


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Thursday, March 03, 2005

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Peace Posted by Hello


_just me_
Thursday, March 03, 2005

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Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Now i lay me down. ..tried so long I forgot what i'm trying for. My heart lay before. ..All that i wanted is absent. I can shut it all out. Let is grow cold. Let it fall away. Give me a reason, help me, and Help me wash it all away. I've grown to hate this life. Everything i can't make right. All the promises that i've failed. Every night and everywhere I am. All the dreams i can't let go. Every time i thought i should've known. Everything i can't make right. Everything that made me hates this life. In these waking hours. Sleeping apprehension. The heart still beats, the lips still speak. But the words fall dry. Dry and useless like a smile from a friend that you missed. Shut it all out. Let it grow cold. Let it fall away again. Give me a reason, tell me. Tell me everything's gonna be alright. Everythings gonna be alright. Theres gonna be things you never knew. Some things you can't get through. There's some things you just don't do. Some things you can�t get through. Oh no... Damn it�


_just me_
Wednesday, March 02, 2005

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Like cigarettes and gasoline�I light a match and watch this scene�burn away in front of me�ashes of my misery I swear sometimes I think this life is killing me
I swear it's killin me All our shattered hopes n our long dead dreams The wreckage that we all try to keep from coming to life n tearing us apart at the seams Sun bleached bones and withered trees�slowly rotting just like me�empty bottles broken glass�my resolve is fading fast�I swear sometimes I think this life is killing me


_just me_
Wednesday, March 02, 2005

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Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Sigh�I felt kinda left out from the world�din noe much wats goin on�on earth� Jus felt left out..tats all�sianz� I din watch any movies lately�my last 1 was A Moment to Remember? Which was so many weeks ago�sianz� thankz to all the airplanes and helicopters


_just me_
Tuesday, March 01, 2005

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Have you ever treasured every single frenz of urs..? Do some soul searching�have u neglected them..? U might be busy with work or whatever shit�did u squeeze some time out to meet them for a drink, chat, movies or a walk at least�? Some always had the stupid thought�that is if a frenz of urs is already attached�they wont need u as much as they do in the past or doesn�t get to meet u that often� is that wat u have been thinking..? BULL SHITTING!!!!!!


_just me_
Tuesday, March 01, 2005

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