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Natalie

Huang YanYing
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Monday, January 31, 2005

A new vacuum cleaner salesman knocked on the door on the first house of the street. A tall lady answered the door. Before she could speak, the enthusiastic salesman barged into the living room and opened a big black plastic bag and poured all the cow droppings onto the carpet.


"Madam, if I could not clean this up with the use of this new powerful vacuum cleaner, I will EAT all this shit!", exclaimed the eager salesman.

"Do you need chilli sauce or ketchup with that" asked the lady.
The salesman asked, "Why, madam?"
The lady replied, "We just moved in, there's no electricity in the house!"




_just me_
Monday, January 31, 2005

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Sunday, January 30, 2005

Guess who I saw 2day..? Singapore 1st idol, Taufik Batisa� I happened to saw him when I was at TPY. He was the special guest for the wat Alert or fire prevention..donno wat shit companion� he performed Superstitious and Mrs. Jones� though he�s Singapore idol winner�there aint much ppl there�he�s singing isnt that good compared to those he performed in the competition�he�s jus merely entertaining the kids n audience as if he was singing KTV..faint�

He walked pass me with 2 policeman as his body guard..hahaha�act dao�he wont pose for pix or take pix with his fans either�only the 1st �super� lucky fan got his autograph� anyway I could see he is jus scribbling on it�I saw a girl trying to grab his arms�aiyo�she had nth better to do izzit..? faint�I�ve taken some pix..i�ll upload here once I�ve upload to my server..haha�


_just me_
Sunday, January 30, 2005

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Friday, January 28, 2005

Watched Elektra yest�quite disappointed cos the show is not that fantastic as wat I�ve expected�sigh�actually Elektra is quite similar as Dare Devil�jus that Elektra has a different outfit�from black to red..haha...plus the weapon for both shows is bout the same� Seems like the entire show is about Jennifer Garner�s body�wah lao..train till quite solid�she is definitely cool in the fighting scenes� Elektra Official Website http://www.elektramovie.com/




_just me_
Friday, January 28, 2005

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Watched Shall We Dance� there aint much story line in this show�cos the entire show is bout� dancing�except some dancing scenes which are quite funny�lolz�its such a comedy show to me�cos I cant stop laughing..lolz�esp when the blonde lady keep emphasizing �stop lookin at my ass� hahaha..bth�and the scene in toilet..lolz...Jennifer Lopez can dance v well...cool

John Clark is a man with a wonderful job, a charming wife and a loving family, who nevertheless feels that something is missing as he makes his way every day through the city. Each evening on his commute home, John sees a beautiful woman (Jennifer Lopez), staring with a lost expression through the window of a dance studio. Haunted by her gaze, John impulsively jumps off the train one night, and signs up for dance lessons, hoping to meet her. At first, it seems like a mistake. His teacher turns out to be not Paulina, but the older Miss Mitzi, and John proves just as clumsy as his equally clueless classmates on the dance-floor. Even worse, when he does meet Paulina, she icily tells John she hopes he has come to the studio to seriously study dance and not to look for a date. But, as his lessons continue, John falls in love with dancing. Keeping his new obsession from his family and co-workers, John feverishly trains for Chicago's biggest dance competition. His friendship with Paulina blossoms, as his enthusiasm rekindles her own lost passion for dance. But the more time John spends away from home, the more his wife becomes suspicious. With his secret about to be revealed, John will have to do some fancy footwork to keep his dream going and realize what it is he really yearns for.




_just me_
Friday, January 28, 2005

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Thursday, January 27, 2005

Causeway
05:00 PM 07:10 PM 09:20 PM

Cineleisure
05:00 PM 07:10 PM 09:20 PM

Junction
86:50PM 9:25PM

Yishun
6:50PM 9:20PM


_just me_
Thursday, January 27, 2005

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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Wahaha�this morning is in a mess�wahaha�as wat I�ve expected�but I just stick my batty on my chair�I jus totally hack care�y..? Im not happy with u..wat can u do with me..moron? I can be rebellious as I wish�attitude problem..? Why the hell should I care�?


_just me_
Wednesday, January 26, 2005

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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Thursday 27/1/2005

Causeway Point
12:05 PM 02:00 PM 03:00 PM 03:55 PM 05:00 PM 05:55 PM 07:00 PM 07:50 PM 09:00 PM 09:50 PM

Bishan Junction 8
10:15AM 12:35PM 1:40PM 2:55PM 4:05PM 5:15PM 6:30PM 7:35PM 9:55PM

Yishun
10:05AM 12:20PM 2:40PM 5:05PM 7:25PM 9:50PM

Bugis
11:45 13:45 15:45 17:45 19:45 21:45


_just me_
Tuesday, January 25, 2005

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Wat a f*** up day� manager is on leave..and im suppose to take over her work�as boss had told me to do so while she�s not ard..yes..alot of things to do..suppose to prepare those SO n DO�

While I was preparing 2moro�s DO, delivery man came back�he told me to stop it�leave it for manager�hello..? whose the boss here..?! He went off�and I carried on with my stuff..as there�s a lot of things waiting for me to do�alrdy a bit sianz�

After a few minutes, he came again..and again he told me to stop doin those DO� wat the fuck..? Excuse me..?! Who the hell do u think u are..? Asshole�do u think I had nothing much better to do..? I might as well do my own stuff..rather then do these which aint my work..? Idiot..! I did it cos boss had told me to do so�and im responsible to finish them�

Im damned pissed off..don u think that u are f***ing idiotic�asking me to stop doin this and tat? kaoz� Fine..as u wish..i shall dump all the undone things aside..happy now..? 2moro if there�s anything corked up..god bless u..and u answer for it. Moron�!!!

Im real pissed�I returned to my desk�after another few mins he came trying to talk to me..Y..? Realized that u�re in the wrong..? Finding chance to talk to me..? Forget it�I don take this cup of tea�I don give a damn thing�all I do is treat u as a piece of mirror� What a pile of poo�



_just me_
Tuesday, January 25, 2005

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Monday, January 24, 2005

Sigh...my bro formatted my mp3 player...now i have difficulty getting it to work properly...all e default programs installed in the player are gone...now i cant even switch it on..sianzz...all i could see is the "mp3 player" in the LCD screen..and it auto shuts down..sigh...thankz to my bro... :-S


_just me_
Monday, January 24, 2005

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Thursday, January 20, 2005

Wahaha...im on leave 2day....hehe...my day was great..lolz...spent my nite at Sentosa...suppose to go there in the noon..but then mo here mo there till v late le...its late noon..lolz...

It was quite late when we finally laid our foots at Sentosa..guess its ard 2015hrs...it was so dark..1st destination was the Musical Fountain...alight at the wrong stop..it was so dark and empty...lead me down the dark n scary alley along the Vocano Land..wah lao..bushes all ard..the further we walked, the darker it gets..its a dead end at the other end..while we turned ard to head back...i was freaked out by a loud groan�donno wat animal made tat sound�horse..? Cos there�s a horse den along the alley�I jumped up�and u still have the cheek to laugh..v good...lolz

Finally got to see some ppl ard�at least its not tat scary though�arrh�cam not power enough..the pix we took cmi�settled down for Musical Fountain..

Prepare to be charmed by �Magical Sentosa� and its cast of characters in this S$4-million sound, light and laser extravaganza at the Musical Fountain. During the half-hour multi-media musical, Kiki the hyperactive monkey and his friends will bring you on a journey into a secret Sentosa unknown to the world. Meet singing and dancing octopus and jellyfish and the beautiful Princess Pearl who will cast her spell on you with her siren song. Thanks to amazing special effects � a combination of state-of-the-art lasers and computer graphics, water jets and fiery flames � your �Magical Sentosa� experience will be quite unforgettable.

I�ve taken some clips�hopefully I get to upload them..

Get to The Merlion and Merlion Walk�there�s nth much to see cos its alrdy nite�sigh..wat caught my attention is the Merlion�its huge.. 37 metres high and has 320 scales sculpted from glass-reinforced concrete. Though its at night..her scales are a sight to behold as they glow in different colours. I heard we could go up to the top floor for a view of Sentosa and Singapore�s southern shores�I hadn get up there before�did ya..?
Its too late alrdy�cant stay too long there as the last bus to get out of Sentosa is 2300hrs�thus our last destination is the Siloso Beach�there aint much ppl there..except the beach bar..the beach is so peaceful, quiet and cool..its a solitary beach with such fine sand and clean waters. Surrounding with coconuts trees�

Finally settled down under a coconut tree gee�laid down on the soft sand and glance up in the sky�its such a starry night�there�s stars all over the clear blue sky�sparkling charmingly�beside the crystal clear moon�the moon is almost round�too bad its not�its so smoothing jus to lay beside the beach and glancing up into the sky�cool�close ur eyes and listen to the waves of the sea�its so relaxing and refreshing at the same time�

When are u free my frenz..? to join me down to the beach one day..? wahahaha�cheers


_just me_
Thursday, January 20, 2005

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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Suppose to play badminton in sch 2day...with Si and Christy.. guess wat? Somebody pump air worz...u shld noe who im refering to huh..lolz...

The court was booked from 1900hrs - 2000hrs..we only managed to reach sch at ard 2030hrs...thankz to Si huh...(o'.'o)

It doesnt makes any diff cos we din get to play it anyway...wl..the 2 bitches...a yellow n a black one..don allowed us to get into the sports hall..even though vv booked the court for us..wl..ex nypian cant play in sports hall..wat the hell..? Hello..? Bitches..? Condemn...

Ended up roaming ard the sch and settled down chit chatting at sch's Mac...lolz...wat a night..

2moro im on leave...weay~!




_just me_
Wednesday, January 19, 2005

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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Ryan Cabrera - True

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think i dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true

Cuz im afraid to know the answers
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps fallin faster
Ive waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So i wont hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life ive waiting
This is true

You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

Ive waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So i will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life ive waited
This is true
I know when i go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true

Ive waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So i will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life ive waitied
This is true


_just me_
Tuesday, January 18, 2005

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Sunday, January 16, 2005

Green Day - Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone I walk alone
I walk alone and I walk a-
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

'Till then I'll walk aloneAh..ah..I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive

And I walk aloneI walk alone
I walk aloneI walk alone and I walk a-
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Till then I'll walk alone
Ah..ah..I walk alone and I walk a-
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a-
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Till then I'll walk alone



_just me_
Sunday, January 16, 2005

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Thursday, January 13, 2005

Something embarrassing happened on the bus 2day�I was standing and the bus was so cramp�in the middle of my bus journey�there�s a moment where I felt something dropped onto my hair�I thought it was the water dripping for the bus air con�when I run my fingers through my hair..there�s nothing on my hair�

After a few bus stops�some passengers alight and I moved a little further into the bus..i was standing face to face with this guy�[btw we always board the same bus at the same bus stop, the bus stop is jus underneath my block�but he alight a stop before mine�we knew each other but din not talk to each other before though�]

I notice he kept pointing his finger on my side�I thought he saw his frenz or whatever�cuz I had my earphones stuck in my ears and my music was loud�so I din not bother wats goin on�Gee�after a while�he start waving his hands on my face�this time I realized he was trying to get my attention�I removed my earphones�and looked at him�he pointed to my hair��there�s something on ur hair~!� [the same side which I felt something on my hair earlier]�

I start to shiver�I was afraid to touch my hair�cos I donno wats on them�I wanted to ask him wats on my hair and pick it off for me..but its kinda weird�[~_~��] sigh�so i needa get it off myself�once again..i run my fingers through my hair�but in a fast motion this time round�I was so afraid�donno wat the hell was clinging onto my hair�I sweep my fingers through my hair..i felt something in my hands�I don even dare to take a look at it and I start swaying my hand trying to get the �thing� off..

Wahahaha�how was I to noe�the thing flew onto the skirt of the girl standing beside me..pengz�haha..its was crawling about..i shouted out �shit~!� in her direction�I was so loud.and she turned to me�oopz�I jus looked down and pointed my fingers at her skirt�she looked down to her skirt as well..and there [~_~��]�wah lao�she used her hand and sweep off the beetle�it dropped onto the ground�cuz the ground was too dark...we couldn�t see where it has it gone to..both of us were staring down for a few sec..checking our shoes�the beetle flew up all of a sudden�it was so fast..lucky both of us siam in time..wahaha�it flew to the front of the bus�phew..~!

This is so embarrassing�the guy there [~_~�]..hahahaha�lucky the bus is cramp�the passengers in the back cant see wats goin on in the middle�buahaha..bth�


~"Our destiny changes with our thought; we shall become what we wish to become, do what we wish to do, when our habitual thought corresponds with our desire."~


_just me_
Thursday, January 13, 2005

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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

I was 15mins late for work..and my college was to be blamed�f***�I missed my 1st bus�.and the next bus tat came was at 0800hrs�n my work starts at 0830 hrs�the duration of my bus journey is aprox 45 mins�how am I goin to make it on time..? I couldn�t get any cab either�god damn�was so down on my luck�

When I arrived at the office..I realized my college was on leave..f***er..cant he jus..at least let me noe tats he�s on leave so I noe that he�s not driving me to work�.kaozz..F*****�he�s so damned irresponsible..and I hate it..*Eyes rolling with blooded shot eyes* im not fed up with not being fetched to work..but im damned pissed off by his irresponsibleness..wah kaoz..wat the hell..the more I mention bout it..the more f*** up am i..god damn it..shit..he�s gonna get the silent treatment from mi..and he better be smart not to piss me off any further..if not GOD BLESS him�f*****�im not petty...but I definitely don give a damn�its the matter of yuan zer�bitch�~! Plus boss is very concern bout the time�shit..I needa cool down..damn�

[For those who are reading through my blog..i apologize for my language� :-x]


~"Anger blows out the lamp of the mind."~


_just me_
Wednesday, January 12, 2005

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Monday, January 10, 2005

Arrh�its Monday again.. :-E I feel so sleepy�my eyes are sort of bulky..i have no idea y they�re bulky..i turned off at 1130 last night�damn..when I arrived at my office�I realized my eye bags are huge..oh god�donno watzzup with me lately..i keep feeling tired and sleepy�shit�

Its quite a busy day for me in the office�I dosed off uncountable times while I was doin� data entry in the afternoon�omg..donno if I had typed in the correct data into the system..oopz.. :-X I had washed my face..walk ard in the office..but these doesn�t help either�lolz�took a stroll down to the canteen, it was drizzling lighty�there�s not much ppl in the canteen..jus a few couple of them..most of them are having tea break I guess�walking slowly heading towards the fruit stall and get myself a fruit juice and walked ard the basement�.though there�s nothing to see..but im still sleepy..cmi�am I suffering from tiredness..? Buahaha�still have to cheek to laugh right�goin bonkers I guess..lolz.. *take a sip of my apple orange*�yawn..


~"Patience and perseverence have a magical effect before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish."~


_just me_
Monday, January 10, 2005

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Sunday, January 09, 2005

It�s such a fine day...there�s neither rain nor sun�it�s a cool day�XD I m kinda exhausted�have been out the entire day�Went shopping with mum�and she�s making full use of me..oh god..so tired�.pengz.. [~_~``]�but our day is cool�cos bro don wanna tack along with us..cos he dislike shopping�shopping for his stuffs and with his frenz are the exceptions�alright lahz..he does shop with us most of the times�but he�s v impatient�he�ll complain and mumble till we bth..especially when we�re in the fitting room�lolz�

I was on the train while heading to Bugis..and there is this 2 guys..both quite big size..but they�re not fat standing beside me..i did not really notice their conversation..until at some point..this is wat I heard

Red guy: �hey..there�s a theater play coming up..wanna watch? My treat~!�
Brown guy: �oh�that play..i wanna watch..but im paying for my own tix�its ex per tix�u don have to pay for me..thankz..�
Red guy: �aiyah..its so cheap to me..don worry�btw my birthday is ard the corner..14 Jan..din wish me happy birthday�ni mei you yi dian biao shi de�hump!� *swaying his fingers up and down*
Brown guy: �aiyo�still a few weeks�don need wish now..�
Red guy: �eh..urs is next stop..gonna alight le..later if I saw the bracelet I get 1 for u��
Brown guy: �aiyah..don need lahz�I wanna choose myself..�
Brown guy alighting�..
Red guy: �hey�wo den ni de dian hua~!� *giggling girlishly�swaying his fingers up and down again*

God damn!! Actually their conversations are quite long�but I picked out the jing dian..lolz..Their conversations caused me to have Goosebumps all over�omg�.they�re so sissy..or are they gays..? [~_~``] no commends�.



_just me_
Sunday, January 09, 2005

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Saturday, January 08, 2005

im glad time flies in the office this morning...as i've been too busy..there's always so few ppl on my workin sat..there's my boss, sales manager, me n 3 technicians..tats all..manager, accountant n customer service gals are all off...i need to do manager's work, pick up the call and get over to the store...so busy..it seems like i was in the office for only 1 hr...and its time to knock off..lolz..

Hubby (Peiling) invited me n si over to her 21st birthday chalet...actually actual day is 10 Jan...she's so blur...gave us the wrong sign board name...its The Changi Beach Club..and she told us alight when we saw The Changi Sailin Club...faint...we have to walk 4 bus stop further down...urrh...but its not that bad..cos its a cool day..and we took so much photos along the way...wahahaha...like portfolio..lolz...


_just me_
Saturday, January 08, 2005

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Friday, January 07, 2005

yeah~! its friday finally..have been lookin forward to it..lolz..wahaha...cos i cant wait to see Dear..lolz...plus time flies 2day..too damned fast...till i've loss track of the time..i was too busy..as manage was on 1/2 day leave..i gotta take over her stuff..woo...have been busy non stop after lunch till knock off..actually..i din notice it was alrdy 530..where the guys r back..i realized its knock off time when my colleges bid me Goodbye..[-_-"]..though its v busy..but i prefer it..rather then rotting ard and counting down for knocking off...thats wat i've been doin these few wks...countin down..tats so miserable...omg...

Watched The Seed Of Chucky jus now...din expect Hannah Spearitt from Sclub to be in the movie...not bad..sigh...the storyline is kinda lame...compared to the previous part 1 & 2...sigh..disappointing....but its funny at some scenes..especially when chucky is..er hem...buahaha...damned funny..buay tahan..when he's not excited enough..he told his wife (Jennifer) "Honey, wouldnt u jus help me abit..?" wahaha..u might not noe wat i mean..u'll understand when u watch it..lolz...there's a part where chucky murdered a staff in the hollywood..god damn..his head flew off into the air...with those sticky bloody thingy dripping out from his neck..omg...and the Tiffany thought it was a fake stune man and she picked it and "wow..this is so real.." she start kissin it..when she realised it was a dead she screamed her lungs out..haha...faint..while Tiffany (Chucky's wife) was pro too...she slashed the knife in the Redman's stomache and his intestines jus drop out...its damned freaky disgusting...they're long, huge and smokey...seems v fake though..haha...the sad part is Jones(played by Hannah) was blewed up on fire by Tiffany..shit it..so sad...XS oh yeah...there was this Britney lookalike in the show too...so damn identical..but too bad..appeared on screen jus a merely 10 secs i guess..or maybe shorter then tat..Chucky was so **** up...bang on her
car down the slope and he said "hahaha...Oops i did it again!"...haha...nothing to say.....seems like i said too much of the scenes in the show...btw its M-18 k...cos there's nake scene....oopz...not worth to watch the movie in the cinema..i mean the storyline hor...don think the other way..wait for dvd ba..lol

God damn...its such a beautiful night~! Went down to the Esplanade...hang ard the river for quite some time...settle down on the edge above the rocks n sands...i could hear the breeze and the waves of the river...i could smell it, feelin the gentle breeze...the sky is dark..but kinda in a reddish brown..clouds floating lightly above the sky...they jus looked like bunches of mian hua tang...jus as wat dear said..hee...when i tilt head back and look up into the sky...i've the urge to pull down a handfull of the clouds and put them in my mouth..lolz...day dreamin yeah..? that Scenery is so beautiful...when i looked across the river i could see the Fullerton
Hotel on the end..its so nice...while on the other side, i could see the Sheer Bridge...hur hur...fantastic...


_just me_
Friday, January 07, 2005

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Thursday, January 06, 2005

yeah~! its friday finally..have been lookin forward to it..lolz..wahaha...cos i cant wait to see Dear..lolz...plus time flies 2day..too damned fast...till i've loss track of the time..i was too busy..as manage was on 1/2 day leave..i gotta take over her stuff..woo...have been busy non stop after lunch till knock off..actually..i din notice it was alrdy 530..where the guys r back..i realized its knock off time when my colleges bid me Goodbye..[-_-"]..though its v busy..but i prefer it..rather then rotting ard and counting down for knocking off...thats wat i've been doin these few wks...countin down..tats so miserable...omg...

Watched The Seed Of Chucky jus now...din expect Hannah Spearitt from Sclub to be in the movie...not bad..sigh...the storyline is kinda lame...compared to the previous part 1 & 2...sigh..disappointing....but its funny at some scenes..especially when chucky is..er hem...buahaha...damned funny..buay tahan..when he's not excited enough..he told his wife (Jennifer) "Honey, wouldnt u jus help me abit..?" wahaha..u might not noe wat i mean..u'll understand when u watch it..lolz...there's a part where chucky murdered a staff in the hollywood..god damn..his head flew off into the air...with those sticky bloody thingy dripping out from his neck..omg...and the Tiffany thought it was a fake stune man and she picked it and "wow..this is so real.." she start kissin it..when she realised it was a dead she screamed her lungs out..haha...faint..while Tiffany (Chucky's wife) was pro too...she slashed the knife in the Redman's stomache and his intestines jus drop out...its damned freaky disgusting...they're long, huge and smokey...seems v fake though..haha...the sad part is Jones(played by Hannah) was blewed up on fire by Tiffany..shit it..so sad...XS oh yeah...there was this Britney lookalike in the show too...so damn identical..but too bad..appeared on screen jus a merely 10 secs i guess..or maybe shorter then tat..Chucky was so **** up...bang on her car down the slope and he said "hahaha...Oops i did it again!"...haha...nothing to say.....seems like i said too much of the scenes in the show...btw its M-18 k...cos there's nake scene....oopz...not worth to watch the movie in the cinema..i mean the storyline hor...don think the other way..wait for dvd ba..lol

God damn...its such a beautiful night~! Went down to the Esplanade...hang ard the river for quite some time...settle down on the edge above the rocks n sands...i could hear the breeze and the waves of the river...i could smell it, feelin the gentle breeze...the sky is dark..but kinda in a reddish brown..clouds floating lightly above the sky...they jus looked like bunches of mian hua tang...jus as wat dear said..hee...when i tilt head back and look up into the sky...i've the urge to pull down a handfull of the clouds and put them in my mouth..lolz...day dreamin yeah..? that Scenery is so beautiful...when i looked across the river i could see the Fullerton Hotel on the end..its so nice...while on the other side, i could see the Sheer Bridge...hur hur...fantastic...


_just me_
Thursday, January 06, 2005

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Tuesday, January 04, 2005

It’s the 4th day of year 2005...and it’s the 2nd day of the very 1st week. Basically it’s a boring day… [-_-“]

There was an unexpected meeting after lunch…manager, accountant and me respectively…I was in there for an hour…

Nothing serious though…but It wasn’t wat I expected..lame… boss wanted me to take over a portion of manager’s work..cos currently she’s too occupied, as she’s taking care of a lot of areas in the office…and now I have to lighten her load by taking over the sales administrator work.. now im Sales Administrator cum Marketing Executive…gonna learn the Quick Book application and deal with dealers and end users…of cos this aint a big deal…I wont mind learning more things except then rotting around in the office..haha..

The problem is that I was thinking of resigning…but I haven found a job at the moment so I gotta stick around this company for the time being…pengz lorz..now pop out this additional role for me… I don wanna learn things ji teh, ji teh (half half)…if I resign when I was half way through the learning process…then I rather don learn in the 1st place…or another problem is that I might have already mastered the skills of the sales administrator and I resign…this is really a waste of time…sigh…in a dilemma now…”eye rolling” XS



_just me_
Tuesday, January 04, 2005

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Monday, January 03, 2005

Sianz..its Monday again…the day that I drag most…sigh…Monday blues…time flies…and its year 2005 already…we have to bid goodbye to year 2004..

Haha..thought of recalling wat I’ve been through the year 2004..lol..lots of memories..the good and bad..it was early November 2003 to early January 2004.. When I suffered from depression…I was in a mess..i have no appetite...even if I took my meals..its only a v small portion of it..i look like shit…no much diff from a walking zombie..i couldn’t think clearly…I would have done things that I shouldn’t have..i sound exaggerated? But its true...cos I was totally loss at that point of time.. im glad I’ve overcome it…wanna thank 2 person from the bottom of my heart…for their support n encouragement..lol..I don wanna mention names…haha..they’ll know who they are..of cos..not much ppl know wat happened to me..except those close to me..i want a low profile

Sometimes im wondering if god Is making fun of me…cos if not for this incident which delayed me for 6 months…I wouldn’t have met Karen at SES…while she was here for her summer vocation. I was in SES 1 wk before she came..i get to know her during her 2nd wk here..lol..she was all alone in s’pore..btw..she’s from Hong Kong..though we get to know eachother for well a short period of time..it seems that we’ve known eachother for years..…I missed those days so much..of cos I miss my dear vip..is she a gift from god..? lolz..faint..don get me wrong…she’s my special frenz.. ;-)

Another is the incident at East Coast Park…haha..think of it..makes me wanna laugh..we lost our bags and phones..damn it…curse the pig who stole our stuffs..this is when I start to grow broke lorz…my new phone is only 1 month old and its stolen..sianz…the total amount of this phone n the new phone which I bought..cost me a boom…sigh.. :-E

There’s so much more to mention..but don feeling like typing anymore…I jus wanna kill some time..im so damned BORED in the office!!! Sigh…I feel like sleeping…Yawn…


_just me_
Monday, January 03, 2005

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